martes, 8 de enero de 2008

trabajo

trabajo,si, trabajar pero en algo en lo que me guste, no trabajar por trabajar, aun no tengo esa necesidad, pero si quiero trabajar e independizarme.. pero trabajar en algo donde desarrollar lo que he aprendido y pueda aprender nuevas cosas.
Si, trabajar, pero en lo que yo quiera ¿sera mucho pedir?


antes/despues

antes, cuando estaba en quinto lleve un curso de verano de la ucr..
cuando llegue ahi y estaba en frente del edifico de generales veia la u y sentia nerviosismo ¿que sera estar aqui? me peguntaba yo que aun no sabia que queria estudiar...
hoy fui a matricular un curso de verano de la u
frente al edificio de generales vi la u y me dije.. raro ya no me siento de aquí.. cuatro años y ya no me siento de acá.. lo raro es que sentía esta distancia a pesar que ya no tengo nada mas a que aferrarme...

lunes, 7 de enero de 2008

ganas de llorar

otra vez me dieron ganas de llorar.. pero sin lagrimas
no se si es por el pms o un ataque de panico
solo se que quiero llorar y no lo logro

otro cigarrillo a escondidas..me gusta ver el humo a oscuras

direcciones


necesito direcciones , ayuda alguien que me diga por donde empezar
porque se lo que quiero pero no como conseguirlo,
no se por donde ir, a quien llamar a quien pedir ayuda,
estoy perida y confundida
mas que todo im scared.. really scared
no se que hacer y me frustra
necesito urgentemente una guia
lo malo es uqe las paesonas que antes me ayudaban ahora creo que en esta etapa no me van a servir de mucho
no se que hacer no se por donde empezar yo sola...
hacia donde empiezo a correr?

Well I feel too old to hold on
And i'm much too young to break free and run
:S :S :S

domingo, 6 de enero de 2008

my other name

What Vanesa Means

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

my name

What Elena Means

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

viernes, 4 de enero de 2008

I say a little prayer for you

i just love this movie.. me encanta es mi favorita, la he visto miles de veces y esta es mi escena favorita.. ah creoque lo que mas me gusta es que la protagonista es tan neurotica, confundida e indecisa como yo.. eso y los celos psicoticos con nuestro mejor amigo jajajaja xq fijo me voy a freakiar cuando el se case

jueves, 3 de enero de 2008

celos


"es asombrosa la claridad que acompaña a los celos neuróticos"